Rough Day: Nice Night

Well, my mood that was so light and peaceful this morning is quite different now. Without going into too much detail here's the long and short of it: relationship problems, just general ones- with my boyfriend, my mother, myself. Financial problems; can't seem to get ahead no matter what I do, even though I know damn good and well I pay all of my bills. And, of course, school-my finals are coming up. I'm not stressed about them really, only my Anthropology. I have my Eng. final tomorrow. I have to study, study, study like the wind. With all of that, and other things I won't metnion.... it was just a crappy day-period. I am feeling better now though simply because I survived this day, and because my Hugh is here now and I can finally rest, relax and well, other things. Anyhow, I pride myself on being a positive, bright person, but sometimes, life just sucks. Yes, I'm still very blessed, and I am greatly aware of that, anyhow...the good thing about a bad day is it's just that; a bad DAY. It doesn't mean it's a bad life or a bad time. And, as they say, there's a silver lining to everything! My silver linings always come in the form of a poem or a song, or writing of some sort. And, I feel a good song/poem coming on, I just know it. I'm excited about it, even though it hasn't gotten here yet-it will soon, I know. And that's what makes the bad days all the more worth it; if everything were peachy keen 110% of the time- it'd be really boring and also, for me, I'd have nothing to write about. So, I'm going to thank God that I made it through this day, thank Him for helping me get through it, ask Him for a better day tomrorow, and thank Him for all of the gifts in my life- especially the ones that can't be fit under the Christmas tree in my living room! God is good, even if life occasionally sucks! That's all for tonight, I'll write again soon.

Many Blessings,
-SL

P.S. It's midnight snack time-philly cheesesteak from the fridge! YUM!