Peaceful

I just wanted to write and say I'm feeling an incredible sense of peace about my life right now. No, it's not perfect. I've got A LOT of really exciting, yet stressful things coming up in the next six to twelve months or so! I need a new car, and while that's totally stressful and a headahce in itself, I know that with the help of Colin and my mom, I'll end up in the car I'm supposed to and the car I can afford. I've had some emotional upheavals lately and a lot of internal thinking and sorting out that's been going on....and it's been great! I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and I can breathe. I'm still nervous about the future, I still have concerns about it....but for the first time in my life, it's okay....what I'm learning is, that's life. It's never a gaurantee. It's never perfect. We aren't perfect, so we can't expect anyone else to be. What's important is to enjoy it in the moment instead of worrying about every possible thing that could/might go wrong later! I've always been good at living in the moment, but I worry to no end and it's rather silly most of the time. Yes, planning, looking before you leap, looking ahead, all good measures to take in life, but sometimes, even though it's scary and stressful......you just have to sit down, shut up, strap yourself in and ENJOY IT--!!! I'm enjoying this time in my life more than any other before it and I'm just so happy! I've surrounded myself with great, strong and knowledgeable poeple all looking out for my best interest--who love me and support me and are totally encouraging me, and that's really all I need. That's all that counts! I may not know where I'll be in six months, but you know what, I also know that like always, I will land on my feet. I'm the happiest and most peaceful I've ever been and I hope this feeling and state of contentment last! "Life ain't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride!" That's the truth! Thank you Lord for sending me such great people to share this ride with (Colin) and for making them want to share the ride with me!!! God, please continue to bless us all!!! Thank you for a fanastic joyful day!

In Light N' Love,
-Sarah Liz :)