Comp's Down

My computer is down, AGAIN...AND I need new tires on my car....so you know, sometimes, life's a bitch, but at least it's hot and beautiful! Literally, it's scorching hot oustide (89* @ 7am and upwards of 105* during the day), and life is great! I'm really iritated with my computer not working and having some serious withdrawls, I feel very disconnected w/ the world, but hey, I've had a lot of time to read, meditate, write and just sit quietly. Turns out, I could live without TV a lot easier than living without the computer. A while back I gave Colin a big lecture on how we've all become too dependent on technology, and I included myself on that list, and boy is it true. I feel bad that I'm the quentessential young person who totally relies on her computer...oh well, I'm managing and it's kind of nice...I'm loving reading and writing and being quiet again, I just hope I don't have to do it for too long! And, thank God I have Colin...to keep me company, to entertain me, and to let me use HIS computer (where I'm writing this entry)! Thank you, baby, you are the best! I'm feeling so much better and so much more sure about my life in general now...especially my life with Colin..I'm totally excited and totally in love!!! Lucky me! It's a blessed life...even if reality sometimes sucks and is often expensive!!! :) Oh well, that's life, welcome to adulthood...it rocks! No, really, it is the BEST!!! Two years ago right now I was in Reno, and my life was much simpler and less complicated, but my life today, is much happier, fuller, richer, and way more beautiful and it's only lookin' up from here! I LOVE MY LIFE...I just can't stand (and can't live without) my computer..it's a love/hate relationship, absolutely! Thank you Lord for everything, You are doing the greatest job with my life, please keep it up!!! Bless all those I love, all those I hold near and dear and all those that deserve You more than I do!!! Life is awesome! What a miracle this all is!!! YAY!!!

In Light N' Love,
-Sarah Liz :)

P.S. If I don't write for a while, you know why! Aww, my sweetheart just brought me a cold glass of Orange Juice, he's the best!!! Love you babe!!!