October 2nd

Today is October 2nd, normally, my favorite day of the year--for no good reason. Nothing special or exceedinly happy happened on this day for me--my entire life--I just like it!

Today, however, wasn't so great. Admittedly, I was part of the reason it wasn't so great, but still.

I'm tired today, and I'm nervous about my procedure on Monday. I know, I know it will all be okay, and I know, I know it needs to be done. It's okay. Really.

I'm just aprehensive about it.

On a good note, I had a delicious, quick n' easy dinner tonight--gnocchi w/ doctored up tomato sauce--it was so yummy, easy and delectable! Mmmm!

I also got a good nap today, so that was nice too.

I'm just feeling kind of down and I'm not proud of how I acted towards a few people today. I wasn't a total bitch, but I could've definitely been kinder and gentler.

I guess I'll try again tomorrow--there's always room for change.

I'm looking really forward to Meditation Class tomorrow, I need it!

Right now, though, I think I'll go make a big bowl of buttery, salty popcorn and have some fruit juice to wash it down---mmm--that sounds sooooooo good!

Life is still good, too, just not over the moon fabulous--it's still a miracle though and I have to keep focusing on the good, the right, the just and the amazing--I'm capable of that, I just have to make a concerted effort to tune into that, you know.

And I will.

Tomorrow is Sunday, my favorite day of the week--and it'll definitely be better than today--Happy October, everyone!

Thank You, Lord, for your forgiveness, understanding, compassion and patience, I humbly accept it all--and You know, I really need it all!

Thanks for great food too!

In Light N' Love,
-Sarah Liz :)